One of Ernest Hemmingway's best short stories is called "The end of something." It's about a young lad called Nick Adams and tells of him breaking up with his girlfriend. The setting is a deserted mill and lumber yard in 1920's America, and it carries a poigniance for anyone who has ever loved and lost. There's a saying that "all good things come to an end" and I'm beginning to wonder if my love affair with a lake I often refer to as "the Perch Pond" is drawing towards its close. It's not that I don't like the place anymore, it's just that a lake that over a period of several winters provided me with over 20 perch that exceeded the 2 pound mark and 3 or 4 times as many that were between 1 and 2 pounds has failed to deliver any perch of even a pound in my last half dozen trips. Last year the biggest I pulled from its depths would have possibly scraped in at 12 ounces, and I'm struggling to escape the feeling that it may be time to explore new waters for their winter perch potential.
The lake in question is small and shallow, and although it receives a reasonable amount of angling pressure it was only myself and a few friends who quietly went about our business pursuing its perch. It remains a mystery to me why most of the anglers who fished it ignored the perch (perhaps they were unaware of their existence?) and chose to target 6 or 7 pound carp on poles or method feeders rather than gloriously hump-backed specimen perch. Whatever the reason, their loss was our gain. All anglers love to theorise, and my only conclusion is that the large perch must all have been aging warriors of the same generation, and that age group has now largely died off. It's hard to come up with a different explanation. It can't be predation because the lake's other species all appear to be thriving.
As is so often the case with break-ups (I should at this point make it clear that I've been married for 30 years and have no desire or plans to seperate, my comments are made from observation not experience!) the decision from a logical point of view isn't complicated (the lake isn't producing large perch anymore, so a new venue needs to be found) but the difficulty is caused by the memories and the way the lake's story has become a part of my story. Perhaps it's less about the fish caught and more about the way the lake, for a small group of us, became "our secret." Both of my brothers journeyed from afar to fish it with me, I fished it with my son and several of our fishing friends, and every year it plays host to a charity fishing event run by the Christian Anglers group I belong to. It's less a case of walking away from the lake's perch (or absence of them) and more a case of reaching the final page of what's been a pleasant and rewarding chapter in my angling life.
I'll give the pond a couple more chances this Autumn, but I suspect it'll soon be time to start exploring again, trawling the internet, keeping an ear to the ground, listening out for rumours of perch in local waters, and wading through dissapointments until a new lake with large and catchable perch is discovered. In the meantime, my message to the lake is "we've had some good times, we're not as good together as we once were, let's stay friends, and thanks for all the memories..." It does feel like we've arrived at the end of something.